I haven’t done anything except blogging!

It’s already 12:30pm and I haven’t done anything except blogging and right now I am not motivated to do anything because of this excruciating back pain. It is so painful every time I bend down. I know that I have been complaining about it for a while but I don’t want to see a Doctor for a check up because I convinced myself that there’s no need to. Although I hate taking pain medicines whenever I couldn’t bear the pain anymore. Mom has been bugging me to go for a check up but I am being hard headed. I am afraid to see a Doctor and to find out that I have back problem. Plus it cost a lot to go to the Doctor. Oh well, I only experience this back pain whenever I stress myself out. Hopefully soon after all these double shift I will be able to relax more.